nothing much today. studied. went out. saw two of her good friends on the way. guess they knew who I was.

thank You God. for never failing to answer my prayers time and time again.

I was at your place today. I know I shouldn't have went. I'm sorry. God, please forgive me. I miss her so much.

I stood, looking out at the field across.

Maybe God has taken her to a place waiting for me to make the first move. maybe yes, maybe no, who knows.

so I made a prayer, for God to tell me what it should be for me and her again. if there were still any plans left for me and her.

it came in the form of Edmund. well. I guess I should move on for now... about time I'd do so. there's more important things I must do that I know God has planned and is planning for me.

so I pray you well. for you will still be in my prayers.

and so I say my final goodbye to you, my love. till the winds and time bring us together again.

I'll miss you and love you.